I kept going because my truck was parked in Maine.
Male 28 at Thru hike.
Female - 31 on first thruhike
Different things on different days kept me on the trail: sometimes it was curiosity about what was around the next corner, sometimes it was happiness at being in the natural world I love, sometimes it was pride - an unwillingness to admit I wasn't up to the task, sometimes it was the fact that I had little to go back home to - and I really hate looking for work.
After my first hike, I kept going back for other long distance treks because I discovered that I am most deeply happy while hiking, more aware and alive than in my ordinary life. And it definitely beats working.
not wanting to separate myself from the hiking community I found myself in, which i felt happened once I climbed Katahdin
I remember having an overwhelming feeling that there's something happening in the present that I'm no longer a part of. That I'm no longer connected. That, I feel is a good reason to make a thru-hike last a long time.
Once I got into trail shape, there wasn't anything that would make me quit. I just loved what I was doing sooooo much.
Grampie-N->2001
I told every single person I knew (including myself) that I was going to hike the trail. I would have died, or at least been crippled, before I'd stopped. Quitting was NOT an option.
A man said to the universe, "Sir, I exist."
"However", replied the universe, "that fact does not instill in me a sense of obligation."
What kept me on the trail? The thought of coming back and being part of the machine.
a.k.a CHOP-CHOP
Stubborn, persistent, not knowing if I'd ever get another chance, Wanting to publish my journal and going all the way would make a better story than giving up.
man, i cursed every single hill and wanted to quit the Trail every day until even Maine. it was definitely having it set in my head that i was going to thru-hike 100% before i ever started that kept me going and what brought me back a year later when i had to quit in 04.
I think anyone who contemplates quitting should do thisand then resume hiking. Truth be told, I just wanted to post a "jump." I feel better now. Thank you for allowing me to get that out of my system.
Maybe later I'll post something more useful.
Last edited by emerald; 02-24-2007 at 08:23.
It WAS and incredible experience, although fun is not a term I would apply. It was hard work. And my knees and feet were in pretty bad shape by the time I finished. But to say you can't imagine anyone putting up with months of misery to save face means you don't understand men, or at least this man. When I say I'm going to do something, you can pretty much take it to the bank. I was programmed early on that if a man doesn't have his word, he has nothing.
A man said to the universe, "Sir, I exist."
"However", replied the universe, "that fact does not instill in me a sense of obligation."
Well... yeah maybe. What does your "word" matter when it's about finishing or not finishing a through hike? Is someone (except you) going to suffer as a consquence? But you're right, there are lots of things about "American males" I don't understand, like golf, NASCAR, professional sports, muscle cars, and so on. These things leave me totally baffled.
Like you, I don't understand golf, NASCAR, muscle cars, and so on, however your statement what does ones' word mean about finishing or not shows the difference between us. I think it has everything to do with it. If you can't rely on my word, then what can you rely on? Nothing. I don't think that makes me a typical 'American Male', but rather an honest American Male. And I am damned proud to be both.
A man said to the universe, "Sir, I exist."
"However", replied the universe, "that fact does not instill in me a sense of obligation."
Agree with Papa Razzo. The Trail is where I wanted to be. I never woke up and thought about whether or not to bail. It was natural and felt normal to be there. Of course, I could have felt guilty about being away from home, but my wife supported me 100%, as did the many friends and family who followed my trip. In a sense, I was completing the trip for them, as well as me (99% me, 1% them, really!). Luckily, besides this support, I was blessed with good personal finances, a house without pending repair issues , a son off to college and doing well, and I got paid to work for the ATC while on trail, all contributed to my positive state-of-mind.
Tipper