Once you thru-hike your life is boiled down to what you can carry. Your needs are simple and your goal is to do with less, always less. What can I get rid of out of my pack? Do I really need this?
Your first big holiday when you get off the trail is Thanksgiving. You get to see everyone and have a lot of reason to give thanks.
Then there is Christmas. Designed to celebrate the birthday of Jesus Christ but with all the changes to the calendar since then who really knows when that was. It really has become a holiday of consumerism.
We are gripped with this weird need to go buy material things for people. We buy things for people we barley even know. We buy things people do even need or want. We feel guilty if we do not buy things. We also feel guilty when we get a gift. Was our gift equal? Is there an unspoken need for reciprocity?
I moved just before my thru-hike and I threw lots of stuff out. When I started un-boxing after the move I realized I still had way too much stuff. I did a 3 paragraph rant on my journal about my useless stuff. I am still throwing out stuff and people are wasting their money trying to buy me more stuff for Christmas. Save your money or give it to charity.
I am depressed.