well ive been dreaming/planning my Apr 2012 NOBO thru for a good couple years. Im getting out of the military FINALLY!!!!!!! and this is my decompression hiatus so to speak. lol so anyway, ive been readin, planning, figuring, shopping, etc etc for so long and ive told my whole family and all my friends about my plans.....but now its almost 2012 and im starting to second guess whether i want to or if i can even make it. guess i need to get excited about it again.....it comes and goes, but i dont want to be the guy who talked something up for 2 yrs and then bailed!! what u guys think? is it normal to want to back out before starting something like this?? thanks!