Originally Posted by
Jay_MD
It has been 22 years since I did my long distance hike (most of the northern half of the AT) and I still look back on it as the most significant event in my life. It became a big part of my identity, not just for the experience itself, but ever since I've continued to do physically challenging things (lots of day hikes, road biking) that most people don't really understand why I do them. (Mostly I just learned to enjoy pushing myself to the limit, and it became part of me). I got to know my physical and mental limits well, and to be able to go into a kind of meditative zone with increased endurance and patience.
It changed my perspective on a number of things, allowed me to see the vain aspects of society, such as materialism / commercialism from a third-person perspective, which is very hard to do when you're normally immersed in it daily. For example, I was *shocked* after spending time out on the trail, to just turn on the radio / TV, to hear all of the advertisements, etc.. When out there on the trail, money is only useful occasionally and you learn the difference between "wants" and "needs", having to carry it on your back, and the ability to separate wants and needs (as a result of the hike) still serves me well. Even though I have many more expensive toys than 22 years ago, I still do not allow myself to view them as anything more than luxuries. I know that all I need to survive for a long time can be put in a backpack. Anyway the perspective of being able to see the pointless / frivolous aspects of society, the greed and the rat race, continue to separate me from most people who have never been away from all of that stuff.
Speaking of being shocked coming back into society, I was also shocked by the speed of a car, after walking for weeks. Getting into a car after walking that long felt as fast as taking off in an airplane does to me normally (when I'm used to driving speeds).
I already enjoyed nature, but the hike made that appreciation much deeper. I learned that there is more beauty in the small things than in the grand vistas (which all pretty much look the same once you've seen dozens or hundreds of them). Learn to appreciate an ant, busy at work doing something unusual, or the beauty of the hundreds of types of plants and mushrooms that you'll see. Trying to look at things from a photographer's viewpoint also helped me appreciate the beauty of nature as well.
The boredom / loneliness aspect of walking (at times) made me appreciate human companionship (family, friends) even more. I learned to make friends almost instantly on the trail, but also enjoyed the fluid nature of friendships on the trail, which I compared to water in a stream...you kind of flow in and out of pools of people, maybe sticking with ones you like or sometimes separated due to different speeds, priorities, or circumstances.
I really enjoyed being able to "reset" my identity almost daily...not because I had anything to hide, but sometimes it's nice to escape the baggage of previous encounters and be free to be who you are, without having to meet someone's expectations. That is something that I *only* experienced on my hike, and not really before or since. Normally I don't quote musical lyrics, but the song "Vagabond" from Metallica (which came out a couple years after my hike) really summed up this and other aspects of my hike experience well:
But I'll take my time anywhere
Free to speak my mind anywhere
And I'll redefine anywhere
Anywhere I roam
Where I lay my head is home
And the earth becomes my throne
I adapt to the unknown
Under wandering stars I've grown
By myself but not alone
I ask no one
And my ties are severed clean
Less I have the more I gain
Off the beaten path I reign
Roamer, wanderer
Nomad, vagabond
Call me what you will